I am aware that I have a ton of positives and I try to focus on those. However, some days it is harder than others. Today is one of those awful days. Days where I feel put upon by life. I am so glad I have my children, they are my very heart. However some days I feel it is best for them to be away from me so I can be what I need to be for that day and then tomorrow I am better and able to be the mom they need me to be.
I want to be the very best mother possible and I know I fail in that often, but I am trying. Everyday. To be better It feels like with so much on me, I fail more than I succeed. I don't know if that is true but it is how I feel at this moment.