Do you ever wonder if something is too hard for you? You are just not that certain you can do it? You are not 100% sure that it is something that can handle.
I want to believe that I can handle my current circumstances.. I really do.. However, I am not sure that I can. They might be beyond my capabilities. I believe I am stronger than I have ever been as a person, as a wife, mother, child of God. I believe I can do anything through God. I believe that if I let God lead me that I can do it all, whatever he calls me to do. Can I do this? I don't know
My question is this? How do I know that God is calling me to do this and it is not my own design? If it is my own design will I fail because it is my own? Will God step forth and rescue me from myself if I need it?
So, as you can tell I am lost in my own world. It is a like the imagination of your mind and you are child trying to escape your own design but do not know how.
Please pray for me.