I want to be accepting of how things go, but sometimes I am just not. I have been at my sisters for a month. I will be here for the foreseeable future I guess. I was looking forward to hubby being here on the 17th but now that date has been changed to the 23rd.
I am getting more accepting of each time medicine shits on me, will I someday not care? I worry about that. Do other medical wives. I know he wants this, and I want him to have this because he wants it. Sometimes though, it feels like it will always be this way.
I am 37 weeks pregnant, I was hoping he would make it here for the birth of our second child. It now feels like that is just not going to happen and we just set it in stone that he would not be here. I know I am being negative and I am trying to see the positives but at this precise moment .. I don't...
Please let me know if it gets better or will it always be this way.